“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart”
“Deeply inside I just keep decaying. I’m trapped in my mind my own prison cell. I’m growing deeply tormented as there’s no way out. “
So as it stated. My life is abit on the down side right now. Everything doesn’t seems to be going my way nor the good way. With family issues and work load piling as high as the mountain, I feel like I’m trap in e wall. Suffocating n breathless. I know I should stay positive but somehow I can’t. My mind is really in lost. I’m not sure if it’s e right words to describe my current situation.
I think I really need a break from all these. I know it’s seems like I’m escaping from reality. But I really need an “escape”. This coming September I will be going to visit Japan and Korea to get away from everything. Just away from everything.
It all started around one year ago when I jus got into this job. I was really stressed out because I felt that I wasn’t good enough to be in this job. I started jogging on weekends to destress. At first, I was fine but weeks down the road. I hurt my ankle. So I turn to swimming for the other alternative. It’s helps for a few months. Somehow, I got bored with swimming. That’s when I decided to join my friend in gym. I attend combat and pump classes. Thats when i fall in love with it. Of course when u started training, my diet started to change slowly. It’s not entirely a clean diet. But I would say a good mix. I do have my craving sometimes for example, laska or curry. I believe having a good mix makes having meal happier.
I think this was my fattest period.
Pardon for my ugly selfie. I was abit shock that im able to fit into a zara size M. So yup.
Of course, I dun stop here. I’m trying to tone my body especially my arms n thighs area. But at same time, I’m still trying to destress through excerise.
Finally, im able to have my break away from work. This time I’m travelling to bali. Why bali? I always heard about how relaxed and beautiful the places is. I guess why not. It’s was also a sudden decision of going to bali too. And erm I informed my dad a bit last minute too. Luckily, he is alright with it and ask me to stay safe.
So where did we go in bali? First we stayed in Ubud for around 2 nights. We went to trekking. I was my first time. I swear if it not because of my gym, i dun think I can make to the peak.
The next 2 nights we stayed in Kuta. It’s a pretty crowded and party area. Not really a fan of the place. I guess I’m too old for party scene. I preferred chilling places like the beach. Lol.
Oh, we went snorkeling too.
One day, I hope to learn diving and swim with mola mola and manta ray.
Lastly, all those food that we ate and remember to take before eating them. Lol.
The end. 😀
I know stripe will probably make me look fat… but my current obsession is stripe… to “hid” my shape I’m wearing a denim over it which gives u some portion to the body… and this is proably my only time that I’m able to wear heels… haha…
Anyway Happy Chinese New Year everyone… Hope u had a great time with ur family…
IM A WINDOW VISUAL FINALLY. Well in training that is. But I can’t believe it. I thought I was rejected as a window. I know I’m still not that good as a window or a stylist yet. I will do constant improvement. My vmm told me I might not be as good as my senior but u might caught up. I’m so happy at the same time I feel uncertain. After my 4 week training, I will be posted to other store and do window alone. Nevertheless, I will try my v best to be an awesome window visual.